thats right, i had been in hospital for 12 days with pancriatites, which is extremely painfull the first 5 days because your pancreas is being eaten from the inside by the enzymes that break down fats and protien. because i am not allowed to eat they put a feeding tube up your nose, down your throat, down the asophogas past the stomach and into your small intestine (this process is extremely painful). im at home right now and i am still not allowed to eat and still have this bloody feeding tube in me. as of now i havent eaten in two weeks and have lost 8 kilograms, and i still have another three weeks of no eating, pretty f***ed up. but in hospital when they put me on morphine i had a "self serving" dose machine where i just push a button and i get a shot of morphine, now because of all the pain i was giving myself shots every 5 minutes so it was f***ing with my head and i started hallucinating, the fan was pulsating and my bed felt like it was moving back and forth like a baby crib, that was a bit weird. the way the doctors thought i got it was from an over usage of alchohol and drugs, see because the night before i went into hospital i had about 4 beers and about 2 joints, which really isnt that much, but over a long period of time it can be deadly. so now i have to clean up my act, stop f***ing around with excess amounts of drugs and alchohol othewr wise im liable to kill myself, seriously kill myself, so there you go. i hope no one here (or anywhere) has to injure the difficulties that i have and insist you all stay healthy and take care of your insides, cause you f*** yourself up pretty bad.
Sounds like a miserable experience, but I'm glad you're ok and back home. I'll try to find you the downloads of Kobe's 115 point weekend to cheer you up.
<div class="quote_poster">AKIRA Wrote</div><div class="quote_post">thats right, i had been in hospital for 12 days with pancriatites, which is extremely painfull the first 5 days because your pancreas is being eaten from the inside by the enzymes that break down fats and protien. because i am not allowed to eat they put a feeding tube up your nose, down your throat, down the asophogas past the stomach and into your small intestine (this process is extremely painful). im at home right now and i am still not allowed to eat and still have this bloody feeding tube in me. as of now i havent eaten in two weeks and have lost 8 kilograms, and i still have another three weeks of no eating, pretty f***ed up. but in hospital when they put me on morphine i had a "self serving" dose machine where i just push a button and i get a shot of morphine, now because of all the pain i was giving myself shots every 5 minutes so it was f***ing with my head and i started hallucinating, the fan was pulsating and my bed felt like it was moving back and forth like a baby crib, that was a bit weird. the way the doctors thought i got it was from an over usage of alchohol and drugs, see because the night before i went into hospital i had about 4 beers and about 2 joints, which really isnt that much, but over a long period of time it can be deadly. so now i have to clean up my act, stop f***ing around with excess amounts of drugs and alchohol othewr wise im liable to kill myself, seriously kill myself, so there you go. i hope no one here (or anywhere) has to injure the difficulties that i have and insist you all stay healthy and take care of your insides, cause you f*** yourself up pretty bad.</div> Drugs caused the problem, but they're giving your morphine to ease the pain? What kind of drugs exactly caused that, because that sounds pretty intense? Wow, anyway... hope you get better... I feel for ya'... definitely missing your contributions around the site...
Damn. That seems painful. Not something I would ever want to experience. I wish you well and best of luck on your recovery
<div class="quote_poster">Voodoo Child Wrote</div><div class="quote_post">Drugs caused the problem, but they're giving your morphine to ease the pain? What kind of drugs exactly caused that, because that sounds pretty intense? Wow, anyway... hope you get better... I feel for ya'... definitely missing your contributions around the site...</div> just the combination of weed and beer and bad diet i guess, but probably weed, i had been getting stoned almost every day so it was probobly tearing up my insides once i started drinking
<div class="quote_poster">AKIRA Wrote</div><div class="quote_post">just the combination of weed and beer and bad diet i guess, but probably weed, i had been getting stoned almost every day so it was probobly tearing up my insides once i started drinking</div> Think you were getting some bad stuff? I've been smoking weed consistently since I was 12 or so, and I really haven't had many long-term side effects. You're starting to scare me... maybe I should go in for a physical or something...
<div class="quote_poster">Voodoo Child Wrote</div><div class="quote_post">Think you were getting some bad stuff? I've been smoking weed consistently since I was 12 or so, and I really haven't had many long-term side effects. You're starting to scare me... maybe I should go in for a physical or something... </div> yeah well thats the same as me, but i think i might have a genetic disposition to it because my grandpa had it aswell, but i dont think it will happen again unless i go out on a drinking binge or something stupid. but the weed isnt really that much of a problem, even the doctors said that if i wanted to continue to smoke weed it wouldnt be a health risk unless it was vast amounts of it, which is what i had been doing.
