Someone posted this link on another forum I just visited. Honestly I was getting ready to go to bed because these past couple of days have been killer for me, but wow... Speechless. I just looked over a couple of pages and I feel sick to my stomach. http://forum.bodybuilding.com/showthread.php?t=112065561 Here's a clip of the vid he posted. He already killed himself by the time it was shot. http://tinypic.com/player.php?v=espzsh&s=4