Oh man, i am depressed, i am a bartender at this bar/resteraunt over here in melbourne. As some of you may recall im travelling to the USA (Nyc, LA and San Fran) in a little less than 3 weeks, i still needed about 1 grand more, and i was going to work these next 3 weeks non-stop. All my accomadation is paid for and ive got a little spending money for food, but i really did need a little more for shopping and a few nice things, especially some laker memorabilia. Anyway, i went into work today to get my pay because i need to transfer it into US dollars, anyway, boss tells me straight up, no warning, "we all think your doing a really bad job, you dont listen, you dont take instructions well, you dont show initiative, blah blah blah, we cant give you anymore shifts". I am so tired of crap like this, so i was just like "whatever dude, im out" and that was that. But now i feel terrible, my girlfriend is over in NYC at the moment on a study tour run by our university, im meeting her on christmas evening, and im not going to have enough money for food. its made me really depressed, all my friends are on holiday, so i have nobody to talk to about it, this sucks major bollocks. god damn it. i cant write anymore.