I don't know if you're religious or not, but I always believed the Lord will never put you in a situation which you cannot handle. I know it sounds cliche, but just stay strong, man.
Can't say that I am (kinda a mix of agnostic and atheist), but I do believe that everything happens for a reason, which is somewhat similar to that thought. Whatever that reason is though, better be damn good, because this has been one really, really rough stretch I've had to persevere through over the last 15 months or so.
i lost my dad in april after he was hospitalised for 6 months, it seemed like shit never was going to look better throughout the time he was in the hospital and after his death. but the thing with it is, small shit doesnt seem to bother you as much. i'm sordof at a point where i don't see a reason for anything though, and im pretty emtionless.